Another Young Trotter boys story. What if Freddie Robdal hadn't died? What if he learned about Joan's death and was determined to make his family at all costs? An AU story with angst, drama,some OOC, and guest appearances by some Mad Men and Women .

Even Trigger could recognize the change in their friend.

At least they can never say Joan Trotter's funeral was uneventful

A teenage Del Boy has a late night man-to-man talk with his little bruv. Set shortly after their mum's death and father's leaving with flashbacks regarding both.