I finally have a girl interested in me but she lives across the damn country. I did long distance once.. never again

>Be born
>22 years and 3,5 months later still live in the same room I was born in
>Now I have to sleep somewhere else
>New desk in a new place

This shits so fucking weird.

Babyfarts Mcgeezaks:
>Girls show interest in me
>Poor me

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You don't get it, Panda, I don't want to be an asshole. ;__;

I have honestly no idea as to how I would react if she tried to kiss me, it terrifies me, I don't want to be a cheater.

Faaip:
I finally have a girl interested in me but she lives across the damn country. I did long distance once.. never again

How did you meet that girl, man?

Shit lads, oh shit.

^I met her on a band trip to Europe with kids from other schools in New England.. It was like 7ish years ago and she just started talking to me a lot and I guess decided she's into me again. Kind of weird since I haven't talked to her in maybe 5 years.

Also, Kingdom Come: Deliverance looks amazing

>tfw you get panic attacks from being in a new home

The fuck man

rederoinn:
>tfw you get panic attacks from being in a new home

The fuck man

Are you alright, man?

Faaip:
^I met her on a band trip to Europe with kids from other schools in New England.. It was like 7ish years ago and she just started talking to me a lot and I guess decided she's into me again. Kind of weird since I haven't talked to her in maybe 5 years.

Also, Kingdom Come: Deliverance looks amazing

Yeah, girls just popping back after a year or so, weirdly now interested in you, is something that happens. Nice girl at least?

Vidya, WoW and Chinese girl cartoons/comics calm me down, thankfully.
Just gotta keep myself busy.

But a lot harder than expected.
I suppose changing environment after 22 years does that. Away from my 'birth' room lol.

Sonmi:

Yeah, girls just popping back after a year or so, weirdly now interested in you, is something that happens. Nice girl at least?

Yeah she's nice.. Really cute too and a great body (she sent me pics :D). We weren't able to hang out when I was home for the holidays though so probably nothing will happen.

I don't really mind though, I've got my eye on a girl I met last semester in a class. She plays games and likes the same weird stuff as me so that's a start

Sonmi:

Babyfarts Mcgeezaks:
>Girls show interest in me
>Poor me

(͡? ͜ʖ ͡?)

You don't get it, Panda, I don't want to be an asshole. ;__;

I have honestly no idea as to how I would react if she tried to kiss me, it terrifies me, I don't want to be a cheater.

2late ;__;

Also tfw Finn abandoned us.

>last only January 5th
>last activity on the 24th of December

He truly has abandoned us.

Faaip:

Sonmi:

Yeah, girls just popping back after a year or so, weirdly now interested in you, is something that happens. Nice girl at least?

Yeah she's nice.. Really cute too and a great body (she sent me pics :D). We weren't able to hang out when I was home for the holidays though so probably nothing will happen.

I don't really mind though, I've got my eye on a girl I met last semester in a class. She plays games and likes the same weird stuff as me so that's a start

Well damn, that's mighty forward of her. Still, I don't think we can deny her interest at that point.

As for the other girl, good luck mate, hope it goes well. How well acquainted are you guys?

Sonmi:

Well damn, that's mighty forward of her. Still, I don't think we can deny her interest at that point.

As for the other girl, good luck mate, hope it goes well. How well acquainted are you guys?

Yeah I didn't even ask.. I didn't want to lead her on since she's in washington state and I'm east coast. I know the other girl pretty well, I did a project with her in a film class and we studied together a lot. She offered to hang out after break so I think I'll take her up on it. The only problem is, I think she might be gay. So we'll see how that turns out.

Also.. goddammit Finn

Yeah, the whole gay thing can be a bit of a problem, I suppose.

Also, invited the Belgian girl for a movie night with some friends tonight, unsure as to whether or not I should feel guilty.

welp, panic attacks are getting very frequent now.
No hunger, not thirsty. I just can't eat my normal diet, so I switched to smoothies for now.

I'm already on anti-depressive pills(for social anxiety), so now I got a temporary pills to help me calm down from the doctor.
Expansive tho, 1.40 euro per pill. But will only have to pay the first time, probably. Just like with the other types of medication i'm taking(2 for my various mental issues, 1 for my constipation).

But thank god for medication and that weed is legal here.

rederoinn:
welp, panic attacks are getting very frequent now.
No hunger, not thirsty. I just can't eat my normal diet, so I switched to smoothies for now.

I'm already on anti-depressive pills(for social anxiety), so now I got a temporary pills to help me calm down from the doctor.
Expansive tho, 1.40 euro per pill. But will only have to pay the first time, probably. Just like with the other types of medication i'm taking(2 for my various mental issues, 1 for my constipation).

But thank god for medication and that weed is legal here.

Are you still living at your parents? Have you tried talking to them about it, mate? It sounds like the move is really affecting you for the worse...

No, it started after I started living on my home.
Seems my various mental conditions went into overdrive.

Should be temporary tho, and if I move back now, I doubt ill ever leave my parents home.
But that calming medication is doing wonders. My sister(not as heavy as mine, but thats hard to judge), also took a long while to get used to it. A few months.

Social anxiety/anxiety attacks from my fathers side, and signs of depressions from my mothers(grandmothers) side. Genetics sometimes suck, I suppose.

Well shit man, Godspeed.

Hope you get used to it soon, and it gets better.

I moved out of my parents' last year and had a similar crash, but now I'm rather satisfied with living on my own.

Still far from perfect, but some improvements now atleast.
Wish my appetite came back tho, already wasted some food because I could not eat it(beans, potatoes, meat). Only drank smoothies the next day, which caused me to be hungry. Yesterday went better with smoking some weed before dinner(my mother also cooked some lasasgana for me), then a tosti(somekind of bacon and beans). Today ate with my parents and went to see my old cat. Who has not changed a bit lol, only strange she is not going outside anymore.

But ill also be buying a young kitten tommorow, hope it'll go well.

^What kind of cat are you getting?

Ill try to post a pic later today.

Good luck with the cat, man.

Also, that saying about girls all coming at once as soon as you start a serious relationship with one of them is true. Two more girls that I was interested in have contacted me again, and they both want to do stuff in the upcoming weeks.

That's freaking me out, I've been having nightmares about it over the weekend, I think I'll see if I can't see my psychiatrist and psychologist soon, ask if they can't up my anti-depressants to last year's levels. I might also stop dating, this is getting more stressful than anything.

If I'm ever gonna get another cat I'll be getting a ragdoll or a norwegian forest cat, all cats should be fluffy.

I though of getting a ragdoll, but they are expansive around here, no idea how much they cost in other countries.

My parents are currently picking him/her up(in another state/city, near where my sister lives).

atm at my sisters apartment, so he'll be here soon(1 hour drive, so depends when they are done with dinner)

Aw I used to have a calico that looked really similar to yours. Congrats!

Babyfarts Mcgeezaks:
If I'm ever gonna get another cat I'll be getting a ragdoll or a norwegian forest cat, all cats should be fluffy.

I hear ragdolls are great cats. Siamese are my favorite.. they have really similar personalities.

Haha, my sisters cat(2/3~ years old, also a calico), just ran away scared when she tried to play the boss over the kitten.
A literal scardy cat.

rederoinn:
I though of getting a ragdoll, but they are expansive around here, no idea how much they cost in other countries.

Yeah they're really expensive here as well.

rederoinn:
My parents are currently picking him/her up(in another state/city, near where my sister lives).

atm at my sisters apartment, so he'll be here soon(1 hour drive, so depends when they are done with dinner)

Cool color pattern.

Faaip:
Aw I used to have a calico that looked really similar to yours. Congrats!

Babyfarts Mcgeezaks:
If I'm ever gonna get another cat I'll be getting a ragdoll or a norwegian forest cat, all cats should be fluffy.

I hear ragdolls are great cats. Siamese are my favorite.. they have really similar personalities.

They are, my friend has one, they're very friendly and independant. One of the cats we have now is a ragdoll mix so when you pick her up her body really do feel like holding a ragdoll, feels weird to pick up ''normal'' cats now because they get so stiff.

She loves to climb on everything, can already jump on the coach, somehow managed to get on my bar chairs.

11 weeks old, and a Persian longhair(3/4th)/European shorthair(1/4th)

1. Happy late new years tbh lads
2. I've had no time for myself in fuggin THREE WEEKS jesus christ I just want to play victoria 2 for like 7 hours
3. The caribbean is just as third world as ever and I go back to class two days after I get back home
4. Australians are weird
5. If I go back to Swedumb my travel costs will be far less than they were before so going back is a distinct possibility
6. Canada needs to send all people living in and from the Greater 'Ronto area to a work camp in northern Nunavut
7.
GO HAWKS
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>feeling like shit again
>Suddenly a piece tooth breaks off.

Oh

God

Fucking

Dammit

Shit

Fuckers

And some more banned words on GT.

speaking of banned words can we still not say

because it would really be nice if I could use it regularly

>Kina is too busy with cocaine to follow me back on instagram

I see how it is

where are the advance post stuff?

Well well well, look who's back...

Kirkman:
>Kina is too busy with cocaine to follow me back on instagram

I see how it is

>he's on instagram

lmao

Also, I'm so freaking tired, I want my winter break back.